Well lets start off by do I know who "Three" is, yeah, someone to chicken shit to put their real name so they had to think up some shit,so 1st off Three is chicken shit..

2nd 'Three' likes Gay Drama, Gay Drama is  -- an imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to society down to their level in hopes of making themselves feel better.

In real life I guess I'm not 'Dead' to some ppl as they make it out to be that I am. I if was 'dead' to some Then they would just let me be, they wouldn't read my blog, and ask all of my friends about me, and keep posting on my blog, I guess some just can't let go.

So Three remember how much I really know about you and your hookups and put ur fat ass back in check, b/c I know who you are...

Hey guys well...

I got a new digital camara, its a Kodak Easy Share Z650, with 10X optical zoom, and a two inch indoor outdoor display, I love it. I took it to Gay Pride this past weekend.

I have some great pics of Robert Lee, Alan, Omar, Mykol, Sara, Mechelle and Hope performing.  Then after Pride Alan had to work so Omar got to hang out with Teak and me until we went to Sara's to swim, there it was Robert Lee, Omar, Teak, Sara and Mechelle. Then Omar Teak and me went to my house to get ready for the bar. That was fun that was the first time I have been to the bar in a long long time.

But back to my camara, I love it, I took like 30 pics with it and all are killer b/c it is 6.1 megapixels. But jsut ask and i will send u pics taken with it, no telling what the subject will be but it will be taken with the camara...lol...

But life has been great and fun, work has not, the cute boy next to me quit today, well turned in his two week notice, so that sucks. Teak got a job there so that is great, but n e one that reads this knows me so they already know Teak works there... but I will let u guys get back to what u were doing. Cya later. Lovesya all...

Well lets start off with some updateing... Last Friday I got T-R-A-S-H-E-D as hell... shortly after Mykol/Robert Lee saw a guy die. The guy hit the floor like two feet from my feet.. But I soon ordered a double shot of whiskey. Then another and so on until about last call when I had to be helped otu of the building.

Robert Lee had his 20th b-day party, that was fucking kick ass.... Happy B-day agin RL. I went with Dee, RL sister, to her prom, that was cool, had lots of fun then went to the arcade in G-Burg afterwards and didn't get in until like 430 or so..

Went to caniso about two weeks ago and won 13$ on a slot, and 45$ on a hand of BlackJack, fucking cool. Before the caniso we went to the drive-in movies, saw X-Men and Ice Age 2, Ice age sucked cock in a bad way.

Some weekends ago Mykol and I went to the Heap concert,t hat was cool then went to Kurt's and got drunk.

But moving on to deeper things in life, I'm getting over losing a friend the choice was both of us, we just werent friends anymore. But if he is reading this, I wish you luck in all that you do and happiness. I have trouble with saying buy to ppl and things. I remember Big John was going to move and I cried like a little bitch. But I did have issues with saying by at first, but i'm getting over it.

I have been working a shit load now, that sucks but I have met my new best GAY friend, Mykol, he is cool, very easy going. We get drunk together but I hope we be/c the best of friends b/c lord knows I need a break from the last best friend that was gay, he was just plan physco.

Oh me/teak went on a double date with Alan/Omar, that was cool we had loads of fun, we plan to do it again soon..... But enogh typing tonight... Catch you guys later.

-Matt

Hey every one, i just got in from work and was board, so i will update you bitches. I did finianlly get a car, it is a 2000 Ford Focus SE, kinda weird that i would get one of those but hey its cool, i love it. I will soon have pics of it and me soon.. It drive great and i love it just because i have not had a car in over a year and the last one i did have was the biggest peice of shit u could ever think of.

But moveing on i have went to some cool parties since i wrote last but who really cares abou that??

We, the fam and I, took a trip to FL to see my bro and his fam, but more inportantly we went becasue my little nephew Connor passed away, He was so little. Kinda made me sad u know, he never got  a chance to live. But I guess it was for the best. Kristi, my siser-in-law said at one time he was hooked up to 15 systems... Kinda sad seeing how he was only like 9 lbs.

But hope everyone has had a great time, remember live life and be happy doing, if ur not happy why the fuck u doing it??

--KISSES--

-Matt

Hey guys long time no see...
But n e way this week has been good. Work still work it sucks... I sold my truck today to Steven, hope he has better luck with it than I did. I could never get it to runs.. But you know.. I still need to sell my car, and gramps and then i can have  adown payment on a nice car. But that has yet to be seen and yes Derrick I have been saving. But n e way.

I need to get drunk. I really really need to get drunk. I have not been drunk in quite a while, i dont' mean stumbling drunk, i mean roll me on my side so i do die after i pass out drunk. But we just don't have those parites any more.

We all have been talking about takeing  a trip this summer, either to Cedar Point or to the beach some where. I dont think RL will go but we ahve asked him and told him about it, and I know that Teak Allen and I want to go some where.

But it is Sunday evening and i am goign to get back to lieing around the house and doing notthing.

-Matt

Well last night we went to the bar for Dees b-day and it was cool. She fell in love with Mr. Kash.... lol But we had quite a bit off ppl with us,  There was about seve or eight of us. I didn't drink last night. But man I did the night before with my friend Allen, u can check him out at Myspace.com/mtt37849 and just look through the pics of ppl until u see Allen. But he is cool and very quite.But the Cel had beer bust and believe me I took full advantage of that.
But work is fine, and yes eveyrone i am saving for a car, and do plan on haveing one by the end of Feb. or mid March. So I do have soem saved and I do want to put alot down so i wont be paying forever on one.

But moving on...Big John turns 23 also so I will have to celly with him before tolong, but we dont' hang otu so much now a days.. OH he won two games of poker at the bar teh other night. He is really good, but he could use some tips from this one guy we played wiht, he was so damn good, he could bluff Chuck Norris out of a round house kick....but life is good and I haven't got plans for Valentine's day yet, but soon will.... and will update on that when it happens, chat later guys...

Lotsa Love.

-Matt

Well i'm not sure who wrote that on my tag board. But ppl can saw what they will, they can throw as much dirt as they please. But here is  a hint, move on with you life. Just let it go and move on, grow up and stop leaving messages on my tag board, if you have something to say, say it to my face. The least anyone can do is come to my face and say it for me to hear, but instead the choice was to leave it on a tag board and to never confront what is truely wrong. But i will leave it up there I will not delete it, but whom ever left it, just move on, its over with, done with and we can't change what happened.

-Matt

Well Friday i was going to go drink, like i always do on Friday, but Big John came over and we were bored at first but then that is when we came up with the idea to go play BINGO.

Well we went to MIddlesboro KY, and played at BINGO Universe or some shit but moveing on. We sat next to these old women what spent at least 200$$ or more on pull tabs(a card alot like a lotto ticket that you pull apart). Then we got our cards all ready and had our dabbers ready. Then the game started the first ball came up on the screen and i look through my four boards(it was four be/c it was early bird) and dabbed all of my B15's. For those who don't know about the art of dabbing let me explain. The ball comes up, and you grap your dabber;a bottle of paint with a filter on one end to evenly coat the paper wiht a thin layer of paint; and look for the B15's on all four boards then you turn it right side up and press into the paper covering completely that number with a light thin cover of dabber paint. (lmfao, inside joke, the last ten lines). 

Moving on, on the T game both me and John were just two number away from winning 1000.00$. But it was a cheap night of fun, I bought my own dabber as did John, he wore his cowboy hat for good luck, but that didn't seem to work to well, I think it was the old women. But I was loads of fun and I do plan on going back for like four hours of BINGO was only 15$. But n e way. not sure what i'm doing tonight will update later. Lovya all.

-Matt

Well good news for Matt, i cut two min.s off of one cig. and i got a Marlboro light down to 10 drags, so just as an update that is six min.s on a cig, with two less drags.

But moving on, Teak Robert Lee and Dee went to see BrokeBack Mt. Matt gives it two thumbs up, Teak and Rober Lee cried like little girls, and I did shead a tear or two. (lol okay i cried). But one question about the movie, why the hell idd they have to take the sheep up there to fucking start with, why didn't they jsut hook up in the hotel?? But n e way moving on, It was a great movie, it was about love not gays or whatever, The word Gay is never actally said, u only see two guys kiss once or twice, And a guys butt. And they actuall marry girls and have kids, it shows more stright sex than it does gay sex, so it was just a great movie about how much two ppl can love on another. (He does not wash the jacket for 20 years) If u read that I just fucked the movie for ya, sorry I had to.(Not really, its just a part, trickya). But great movie I will own it on DVD.

Work sucks but i got moved to perfered scheduleing, which means I'm moving on up, or i'm meeting my aux shit. But life is grand right now, and Teak had an interview at Starbucks today, not sure how it went but u guys will soon be updated on that. But talk to you guys later, if u ahve not called in a while do so, i got lots to talk about.....
-lotsa love

Matt